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drinking with charles

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it's unusual -
i'm usually not fond of strong drinks
even though
tonight i'm with my two favorite guys;

'cause, it's that time of the month,
year,
life -
time to be stupid and grieve over things
like
listening to the song we listened to
on the night we said good-bye:
love has just started for us
and shit
and god do i need a cigarette
though i never wanted to get addicted
(to cigarettes)
(to you)
and i swear i'll stop
i'll stop
i'll stop
but i know
daniel's may reach my liver and get away
but i can't just touch the angst
and flee -
it stays inside.

charles can pour another glass
and i can go to hell.
it's all over anyway.
once you fuck up,
it's difficult to get back again
even when
you repeat times after times that you're sorry
the thing you're sorry for
still remains.
yearning for jack daniel's and a cigarette
and reading ''q&a'' by charles bukowski.

this is bad, i don't care. fuck you life.
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